She is oppressed, humiliated by the consciousness of her disabilities.
" "And I'm oppressed and humiliated that they won't engage me at the Foundling," the old prince said again, to the huge delight of Turovtsin, who in his mirth dropped his asparagus with the thick end in the sauce.
Everyone took part in the conversation except Kitty and Levin.
At first, when they were talking of the influence that one people has on another, there rose to Levin's mind what he had to say on the subject.