Things I want to do before I die.



Korney, perceiving his master's emotion, asked the clerk to call another time.

Left alone, Alexey Alexandrovitch recognized that he had not the strength to keep up the line of firmness and composure any longer.

He gave orders for the carriage that was awaiting him to be taken back, and for no one to be admitted, and he did not go down to dinner.

He felt that he could not endure the weight of universal contempt and exasperation, which he had distinctly seen in the face of the clerk and of Korney, and of everyone, without exception, whom he had met during those two days.

He felt that he could not turn aside from himself the hatred of men, because that hatred did not come from his being bad (in that case he could have tried to be better), but from his being shamefully and repulsively unhappy.

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