Today he had not been at home all day, and she felt so lonely and wretched in being on bad terms with him that she wanted to forget it all, to forgive him, and be reconciled with him; she wanted to throw the blame on herself and to justify him.

"I am myself to blame.

I'm irritable, I'm insanely jealous.

I will make it up with him, and we'll go away to the country; there I shall be more at peace.